我的世界很小,世界里也几乎没有人,因为我总是把门关的很紧。。。
很多报章上写说这是害怕被伤害的现象,但是我问自己“是吗?”
其实我自己也不清楚,只是觉得处于这种状态会舒服很多,可能是习惯了吧。。。但是随之而来的却是漫长的寂寞与难耐。。很多时候,我总是远远地站在其他人的后面,看着他们与朋友之间的有说有笑,而我渴望友情的心理便越来越强。。。渴望着有很多朋友的感觉,渴望着能和朋友谈天到天亮,渴望着和朋友分享朋友间的秘密,甚至渴望能和朋友一起出去游玩。。。
但是这几年来,“朋友”这个字眼带来了很多失望与伤害,令我不得不把自己锁得更紧。。
即使被伤得伤痕累累,为何我受伤的心还渴望着友情呢?

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Life is like walking through the mist, throughout the journey we might get scared, unknowing how to react, felt alone, get lost, being concealed from the truth we seek and get confused between decisions to be made. However, every new findings will become the sweet and sour memories of yesterday and we still have hopes for what is awaiting us behind the mist..